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[zichen]

"We've grown closer, haven't we?" Zichen whispers, his arms tightening but not enough to harm Xue Yang. He doesn't want to hurt him.

"I journeyed to your cabin just as I journeyed to your tent. I remember how happy you were when my tongue was returned."

The sweetness he had enjoyed in the Breach does exist. It's just...complicated. Still, Zichen pursues it.

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"I guess," Xue Yang allows because not even he can deny that. "But you'll come to your senses eventually." He tries to make it sound like a joke, but it definitely doesn't land that way.

Serious conversations about feelings just put him on edge, make him feel restless and uncomfortable.

[zichen]

"What if I don't?" Zichen pulls back so they are face to face, his dark gaze unwavering, "What if this is my choice? Will you reject me?"

It has always been a possibility - and one he has done his best to ignore. But after the joy they shared during the Breach, the question makes him ache.

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Xue Yang grips at Song Lan's robes with both hands. "I... I don't know," he murmurs in a very small voice. He's terrified and trying not to show it.

[zichen]

"I will wait." Zichen cups Xue Yang's face between his hands, "I will wait for you." just as he had waited to tell the other of his feelings in the circus.

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Xue Yang can't help but to lean into that touch either. Song Lan has really made him realize just how starved he'd been for touch. Touch that feels good, touch that grounds him, makes him feel safe...

"Okay," he murmurs.

[zichen]

Zichen smiles at the soft answer and gathers Xue Yang back into his arms, tucking him against him. There. Safe.

"You were..." he chuckles quietly to himself, "irresistible. We had far too much fun."

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Xue Yang's cheeks flush a little and he slips his arms around Song Lan's middle and rests his head against his chest.

"Mmm... I liked the animals. The Barge could do with a couple of lions and elephants." He grins a little.

[zichen]

Zichen tucks his journal away into his robes so both of his hands are free to...touch. And hold. He kisses the top of Xue Yang's head automatically.

"The cubs were far more precious than I thought they would be." his lips curve, "Gho and her Mei would make such a mess on the ship."

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"They were fucking adorable. I wish we could bring things from breaches to the Barge. I'd have kidnapped a lion cub." Xue Yang chuckles a little. "At least there are cats here."

[zichen]

"Would you like a cat?" Zichen tips Xue Yang's head back and bravely kisses him.

Because.

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"I don't think we're allowed to take the cats from here," Xue Yang says with a slight pout - that is immediately kissed away. "Mmm..." He easily melts into it and kisses back.

[zichen]

"Take them? No, I thought we could care for one." Zichen smiles at the pout and kisses the expression away, hugging Xue Yang against his chest.

So. A cat. One that would like to keep them company and end up terribly spoiled.

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"I'd like that if we can..." Xue Yang murmurs against Song Lan's lips.

Oh, Xue Yang would definitely spoil that cat rotten.

[zichen]

"Will you come with me? I know where the cats and dogs are kept." Zichen whispers, kissing Xue Yang again with a small smile, "I miss having a little companion too."

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"Mm, I've been to the cat café before," Xue Yang says, "During a flood of all things." When he'd gotten ridiculously emotional over the cats...

"Did you have an animal companion before?" he asks curiously.

[zichen]

Zichen takes hold of Xue Yang's hand and leads him towards the Infirmary. The cats and dogs should be kept somewhere close by...? Or so he had been told.

"Mm. A small grey cat. I left her in the care of my Master."

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"Oh..." Well, Xue Yang doesn't remember seeing a cat when he'd paid his murderous visit to Baixue Temple, so he hopes she was able to hide out somewhere.

"I saved a cat and her kittens from a couple of dogs when I was still in Kuizhou," he says, "She would share food with me after that."

[zichen]

She hopefully escaped. Zichen would have looked for her if he hadn't been blind and in tremendous pain. He does, however, notice Xue Yang's concern and, yes, that is a good sign.

"Did you?" he smiles a little. The Xue Yang he had met during the Breach would have done just that too.

"Animals never forget an act of kindness."

Leading them deeper into the Barge, he looks around curiously. Maybe there is a sign...? Or no. He hears something better.

Barks. Hurrying his steps, he tugs Xue Yang along.

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"Mhm. She was trying to protect her kittens, so I threw stones at the dogs so they ran off." He'd become very fond of cats after that, determining that they were far better than humans. Animals in general, really. Even the dogs had just acted on their instincts. Killing so they won't starve. Xue Yang knows what that's like.

He chuckles a little and follows along when they hear the sounds of the dogs, lightly squeezing Song Lan's hand.

[zichen]

"That was very brave of you." Zichen glances back and pulls Xue Yang a little closer, "Did you help her with her kittens or did you become one of her kittens?" the latter seems more likely if the mother tried to feed him!

Finally... He finds the right door and takes a breath. He pushes it open and softens at the friendly furry faces that greet them. They are kenneled with a space between for them to wander and sniff in turns.

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Xue Yang laughs a little. "Aish, I don't know. Maybe both." They had certainly taken care of each other...

His expression and whole demeanor immediately softens at the sight of the sweet animals. One brave cat immediately makes their way up to them and winds around Xue Yang's legs. He leans down to pet the cat, grinning all the while. "I think this one is volunteering," he jokes.

[zichen]

"Mothers knows how to care for lost children." Zichen can't stop himself from smiling at the animals, glancing down in happy surprise when a cat greets them. Well, well. Aren't they pretty?

"Come here." he murmurs and gently scoops the cat into his arms, "This one is a little male. Do you like him, Xue Yang?"

The cat purrs and makes little biscuits on Zichen's robe, his tail waving lazily.

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Xue Yang immediately goes to pet and scratch the cat when Song Lan picks him up. "Zichen, I like all cats," he says with a laugh as he gives scritches to the underside of the cat's chin. "What a handsome boy!" he coos.

[zichen]

The kitty tips his head back, his green eyes closing blissfully. Oh those are good scratches!

Zichen chuckles and nods. "He has a good demeanor. Since he is so friendly, I wonder if he should have a companion? Then we can be certain they are never feeling lonely."