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[riseunparalleled]

Hello, Xue Yang. I've been asked to talk to you on a certain matter.

[bringingdowndisaster]

...What?

[riseunparalleled]

It's about Xiao Xingchen. He's agreed to listen to what you have to say, once. In return, he wants you to stay away from him. Are you willing to agree to this?

[bringingdowndisaster]

How generous. He'll sit there and politely pretend to listen so he can be rid of me forever, is that it?

[riseunparalleled]

Have you done anything that means he owes you even that much?

[bringingdowndisaster]

I don't need your fucking judgement right now.

[riseunparalleled]

It's not judgement, it's a genuine question. Why should he listen to you, when he hasn't been given any reason?

[bringingdowndisaster]

[ Xue Yang doesn't want Xiao Xingchen to just listen, but to understand. But he's starting to fear that that's impossible at this point. ]

I don't know! If he wants to be rid of me so much, he can fucking work for it a little!

[riseunparalleled]

What would that look like? He's avoiding you as much as he possibly can. There's no way to hurt or kill you. What work to get rid of someone is left?

[bringingdowndisaster]

No way to hurt me? Hah, right. [ As if he hadn't been hurt every time he'd talked to Xiao Xingchen! ]

Whatever. You can tell him no deal.

[voice, after pairings]

[reformedsinner]

Good afternoon, Xue Yang.

It seems I'm your warden this month. I'd like to talk a little, since we haven't had the chance to before now.

[voice]

[bringingdowndisaster]

Great.

[ He's clearly thrilled about this. ]

What do you wanna talk about?

@malicing

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[ continued from here ]

Massacring the Chang had made it so that he's been able to stop thinking about it so much, but it hadn't dimmed much of his anger at the world. So no, revenge certainly hasn't been healing.

The bite to his neck makes him groan. The pain from it is nice. Distracting. Makes it easier to not think about things he'd rather not occupy his thoughts with. He finds himself wanting to be fucked hard enough that he'll forget about everything. Even if just momentarily.

"Mmm... harder," he breathes, arching when his nipples are bitten too.

<3

[malicing]

Solving a problem vengefully has only given birth to further problems and more hatred. Guangyao is filled to the brim with hatred. Anyone near him is bound to be roped into the darkness.

Pain is his specialty. He makes no sound of assent. Instead he pushes Xue Yang back onto the bed and rids them of any clothes that are in the way.

"Oil?" he asks in a rough voice, lifting his head to bite at Xue Yang's lips.

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Xue Yang shakes his head. "I don't have any." It hadn't exactly been a priority. "Use spit. I don't care," he says, his own voice rough. He doesn't care if it hurts. In fact, he wants it to. Pain will make it easier to forget, will make him feel something other than the sharp ache in his heart that's been making his time here unbearable.

[malicing]

"Desperate, are you?" Guangyao doesn't like doing this with spit, but they have little choice. Kissing Xue Yang softer - maybe in apology? - he then spits into his hand and slips his fingers into the tight heat of Xue Yang's body.

"We can't go crazy, you know. If our Golden Cores are compromised..." and it feels like they are.

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Xue Yang grins. "I want it to hurt." And it does. Xue Yang groans when those fingers press into him. Spit is definitely not an adequate replacement, but the burn is just what he wants. So he presses down on them instead, gasping at the feeling.

"Mm, my cultivation's suppressed here. I'm guessing it's the same for you."

[malicing]

"You're making me feel like a beast." Guangyao should be accustomed to that! He thrusts his fingers mercilessly, stretching Xue Yang quickly.

There is something they want. Later, they can be nicer to each other. Maybe.

"My arm would be healed if it wasn't." for the most part anyway.

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Xue Yang gasps and moans. The pain mixes with the pleasure and it's just what he wants. "Mnn... sorry, A-Yao," he breathes with a laugh, grabbing at the sheets with his one hand.

"Mm, shame we didn't get our arms back when we got here..." Definitely would've made things easier.

[malicing]

"We'll find oil." or make their own. Something. Surely they are cunning enough to manage that much?

His fingers stretch and caress Xue Yang's inner walls, not slowing, not stopping. The sounds the other man makes interest him on an entirely instinctive level. His cock twitches and he smirks at the liquid budding at the tip.

Well, that will be useful.

"They are a reminder to say hello to Hanguang-Jun should we ever see him again."

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"Mmnn, probably won't be too hard." If he'd actually been interested in sex since coming here he would've looked for some himself.

Xue Yang laughs. "He could easily kill both of us." Yeah, he doesn't fancy his chances against the best swordsman of his generation, especially since he's already down an arm.

"Fuck, A-Yao... fuck me already," he finally groans, rocking himself down more insistently on those merciless fingers.

[malicing]

"You've been distracted." and that, in itself, intrigues him. Guangyao has never known Xue Yang to fixate on one man. He can only assume the other man has fallen in love.

Just like he had done with Lan Xichen.

Two purer men could not possibly exist!

"He's direct. There are ways." ways to make someone suffer without being seen.

Using the pre-come, Guangyao slicks himself up as much as possible - spit included - and then he pushes into Xue Yang, grabbing onto his hip.

"You're always needy!"

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Too good for people like them, certainly. "Sex hasn't been a priority," he says. He's been too depressed, and not really wanted to have sex with anyone.

Xue Yang snorts softly. "Doubt your Zewu-jun would be happy." Don't plan suicide mission revenge, A-Yao!

He laughs breathily and spreads his legs wider, groaning as Jin Guangyao pushes into him. "Hey, it's been a while!" A very long time in fact. Over a decade. Crazy.

[malicing]

"You have been miserable." Guangyao replies bluntly, silencing Xue Yang from saying more with a hard kiss.

Don't talk about Lan Xichen.

Even if you're trying to help. It just... Hurts.

Gritting his teeth, he stills himself when he is fully sheathed. The next kiss he gives is softer. He has to remember that he is without friends. Taking Xue Yang for granted again would be a bad idea.

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"Nn, what gave it away?" Xue Yang manages to quip before he's being kissed hard. He can tell that he definitely hit a nerve with that one.

Well, it's not like he can't empathize. They're both pining after men too good for them. At least they can find some comfort in each other.

He wraps his legs around Jin Guangyao's hips and slides his fingers into his hair as he kisses him back. "F-Fuck. Move," he gasps, legs trembling a little.