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[zichen]

Zichen trembles and comes to...a decision. He enjoys the kiss, tangling their tongues together until he needs air. Then, he gasps and touches Xue Yang's cheek.

"I want you...inside of me."

As much as it frightens him, he is ready to give Xue Yang that much power over him.

"Can you do that?"

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Xue Yang's eyebrows raise in surprise. "You really want that?" He puts their heads together and smiles a little. "I can do it, but we should get out of the bath first." Or he won't be able to see what he's doing! And with Song Lan being bigger and heavier, having him on his lap would probably be a little uncomfortable...

[zichen]

"Mm." Zichen nods and returns the smile, embracing Xue Yang to him, "I trust you." and what better way to demonstrate that trust?

The thoughtfulness just reassures him further and he kisses Xue Yang tenderly.

"Are you ready to go back to my cabin?"

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Xue Yang nods and kisses him back. "I don't want to be in mine." He doesn't want all the reminders, especially not when he's being intimate with Song Lan. He gives him another kiss before reluctantly getting out of the bath to grab towels for them.

[zichen]

"You don't have to ever go back there." Zichen reminds him and follows him out, drying Xue Yang with one of the towels and kissing his neck, "We'll clean up everything tomorrow. The bed is fine."

He is much more focused on them just...finding comfort. Being together. Tonight is the hardest.

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Xue Yang nods and leans into Song Lan, snuggling into the towel and his lover's body. Eventually he grabs for his clothes to get dressed again, but he stays close to Song Lan the entire time. He just... really needs to be close to him right now. To not feel so alone.

[zichen]

Zichen embraces him, giving him a little squeeze around his waist before he pulls back to dry off and get dressed. He likes how close they remain and when he is ready, he picks up Xue Yang again and carries him to...

Their cabin. Yes, everything is a mess, but Zichen steps over the broken pieces and lays Xue Yang on the bed.

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Xue Yang lets out a surprised little squeak when he's lifted again. He hadn't expected it! He's not complaining though, and instead makes himself comfortable in Song Lan's arms. He feels a little guilty at the sight of the wrecked cabin. He hadn't been in a clear state of mind when he'd done it, and he hadn't realized just how bad it had been.

At least the bed is intact. "Come here," he says softly, grasping Song Lan's hands to tug him down on the bed with him.

[zichen]

Zichen has other plans for Xue Yang's energy. He grins at the squeak and kisses the bridge of his lover's nose. Then he carries them home. Oh their home is messy, but like he said earlier: things can be fixed or replaced. They don't matter to him nearly as much as Xue Yang does.

The request is answered immediately and Zichen crawls over the younger man, gently freeing them of their robes.

"I'm here. I promised I would find you if you needed me. I will keep that promise."

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Xue Yang slides a hand up Song Lan's chest as soon as they're both undressed. He snuggles up close and presses a kiss to his lover's shoulder, his cheeks heating up a little.

"I'm not... used to be able to trust people," Xue Yang murmurs awkwardly.

[zichen]

Zichen smiles warmly at the beautiful sight beneath him. He takes hold of Xue Yang's cock again, exploring the shaft with strong fingers. The kiss leaves him warm and he captures Xue Yang's lips in a second kiss, moaning.

"...just...a step at a time." he grabs the salve and holds it out to his lover, "One day at a time."

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Xue Yang lets out a low moan and thrusts into Song Lan's hand.

"Mmm..." he murmurs and takes the salve, smiling a little as he starts to slip down between Song Lan's strong thighs. He really does make for a delicious sight. That strong body laid out just for him. He leans down to kiss the tip of his lover's thick cock and swirls his tongue along it.

[zichen]

Zichen moves his hand in gentle motions, caressing Xue Yang's shaft with obvious tenderness.

Then he parts his thighs, his body a little tense. This is new and he isn't sure what to expect. But he has watched Xue Yang and he knows it must feel nice. It has to feel better than being stabbed, at least!

"Ah!" his cock twitches and Zichen moans in happy surprise.

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Well, it's not for everyone, but Xue Yang of course hopes that Song Lan will enjoy himself. Or at least that he won't hate it.

He grins a little when that cock twitches and starts licking over the head a little more insistently to both distract and relax his lover before he lifts dips his fingers into the salve. He takes Song Lan's cock into his mouth, softly sucking as he brings a slick finger up to lightly rub over his hole.

[zichen]

How can he hate it when Xue Yang is treating him so well? Zichen groans deeply, his head falling back. The tension in his body relaxes and he shudders when he is touched...there. Ah, that must be it. Where Xue Yang will enter him.

Licking his lips, he caresses a hand through his lover's hair.

"Let me feel...what it's like..."

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Xue Yang grins as he caresses the sensitive opening and feels Song Lan relax.

"Patience, Zichen," he teases as he rubs him, smearing the salve all along that tight hole. It's not until he can feel it start to give way on its own that he lets his finger slide inside. He doesn't want to force anything, and it's so much better to feel Song Lan's body opening for him like this...

[zichen]

Oh he tries to pout; he tries to be a brat to repay Xue Yang for all of his bratty moments, but the other man is being terribly, wonderfully sweet. He laughs breathlessly at the tease and peers down at his lover affectionately.

"Patience? Me?" he shudders and then feels his body relax, giving way to that tempting finger. The first time he is penetrated, he goes very still, blinking. There's something...egging him on. He moves his hips just a little, chasing the unknown.

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Xue Yang giggles. "Yes, you! You're the daoshi, aren't you supposed to be good at self-control and shit?" Not that Song Lan has shown much of that where their sex life is concerned!

His grin widens a fraction when Song Lan starts moving his hips like that. "Ah, are you feeling it? Here, let me help..." With that he slides his finger deeper, all the way inside of that tight heat.

[zichen]

"I don't have much...of that...with you." Zichen breathes and arches forward, pressing their foreheads flush, "I forgive myself most of the time." because he is human and Xue Yang, unknowingly, has touched the deepest part of his soul.

Nodding, his lips parted, Zichen whimpers and then sucks in a sharp breath. The deeper the finger goes, the more insatiable he feels. He clenches his muscles around the digit accidentally, moaning.

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Hearing that makes him feel a little proud of himself. That he can have such an effect on Song Lan... "Mm... I'm not complaining," he teases fondly and leans down to press a kiss to his lips.

"You're so hot inside..." he murmurs breathily as his fingers sinks as deep as it will go and he starts to search for Song Lan's sweet spot.

[zichen]

"You do benefit from it, I hope." Zichen murmurs against Xue Yang's lips before deepening the kiss with a flick of his tongue. He isn't expecting for there to be such a wonderful spot inside of him, so when Xue Yang finds it, he cries out, arching dramatically.

"Xue... Xue Yang!" he grabs onto the younger man and rocks his hips, wanting more.

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"Mhmmm, very much," he purrs.

His cock gives a twitch when Song Lan responds so wonderfully. "Ah, fuck, that's it... Zichen," he breathes, "That's why I like taking it so much." He laughs a little and rhythmically rubs his finger against that same spot.

[zichen]

"Xue Yang..." he murmurs the name in blissful repetition, his cock throbbing each time that spot is touched, "I... I understand..." he manages and then kisses his lover hard, spreading his thighs as he pulls the younger man flush against him.

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"Mmm..." Xue Yang groans and slides a second finger inside, slowly filling his lover and urging his muscles to stretch some more.

He kisses his throat as he slowly thrusts his fingers, going a little deeper each time to get him used to the sensation.

[zichen]

His muscles spasm and he groans, gripping Xue Yang's hair and caressing his scalp. Tipping his head back, he bares his throat and just... Gives himself to Xue Yang. He hasn't been this vulnerable since he was under the other man's spell.

Only, this time, no nails are needed. He is coming to the other man willingly.