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[gentledawn]

"Please remember that." Xingchen pleads, gasping when his eyes...ache. Oh he can't cry again, but just imagining Xue Yang...dead... Imagining days without his voice and his soft touch...

No. That isn't acceptable.

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Xue Yang frowns and gently takes Xingchen's face between his hands. Xiao Xingchen being this upset about the prospect of him dying definitely makes him feel some sort of way... "I'm not leaving you. I have you back... I don't want to be away from you." He leans in and kisses him softly.

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Xingchen nestles into those warm hands, listening as hard as he can to every word...every breath. His lips curve into a weak smile and he leans into the kiss, nipping at Xue Yang's lower lip.

"I love you."

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"I love you too... My Xingchen." Xue Yang puts their foreheads together and nuzzles their noses together. He will never get tired of hearing those words from Xiao Xingchen!

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He lets out a relieved breath and traces his fingertips over Xue Yang's jaw.

"My A-Yang..." his voice shakes, "Are you clean? We shouldn't stay in here to wrinkle."

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"Mmm..." Xue Yang murmurs reluctantly, though he feels warmed by the "my A-Yang". He doesn't really want to leave... but they can't stay in the bath forever. As nice as that would be.

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Xingchen scrubs them down - hair included - his fingers massaging Xue Yang's head, shoulders and back in particular. Then he rinses them off, grinning.

"You're so cute."

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Xue Yang blushes a little. "No, that's you." He kisses Xingchen's cheek before getting out of the tub. He takes one of Xingchen's hands to help him out as he grabs towels with the other.

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"Mm no. I honestly can't believe anyone wants to be with me." Xingchen mutters as he gets out of the tub, his grip on Xue Yang's hand firm. Wandering around in the dark is still difficult when it comes to getting in and out of things.

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"Who wouldn't want you?" Xue Yang blurts, sounding confused. "You're the kindest, most selfless and caring person in the world. You're so fucking beautiful too..." His voice takes a turn for the adoring as he helps Xingchen out of the tub.

He can't resist pulling Xingchen into his arms to kiss him. "I love you."

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The confusion makes him blush. He squeezes Xue Yang's hand and shakes his head, amazed anyone could think so highly of him!

"You are very, very sweet." he is about to argue when he feels himself wrapped in his lover's arms. The kiss makes him soften and he embraces Xue Yang tightly.

"I love you too. I...think better of myself...when we're together."

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"Good... That means we should always be together, so you'll never have a bad thought about yourself again." Xue Yang smiles and kisses him again. He won't allow his Xingchen to think so poorly of himself!

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He gasps and smiles slowly, amazed. Xue Yang...wants to be with him. Always? Xingchen hugs the other man to him, exhaling.

"Yes! I like that. Always." he pinks, "I'll make you feel good about yourself too, I promise."

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Xue Yang snuggles into Xingchen's arms, feeling so safe and content there. "You already do," he murmurs softly.

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Xingchen places a soft kiss against Xue Yang's temple. Those words are some of the best he could ever hear.

"You're so kind, A-Yang."

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"For you," he murmurs and kisses Xingchen's cheek before grabbing towels for the both of them. He wraps one around Xingchen and helps him get dried off.

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Xingchen snuggles into the towel and dries himself off, pulling his hair over one shoulder. Then he braids the wet strands, smiling faintly.

"I used to put flowers in my hair."

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Xue Yang feels so much warmth and love watching Xingchen. "Oh?" He smiles and leans in to kiss Xingchen's shoulder. "Then I should pick some flowers for you."

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Xingchen is about to grab for his robe when he feels the kiss. Smiling, he reaches for his love and embraces him.

"I don't know if any grow around here. I don't want to set you an impossible task!"

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Xue Yang feels like he has a mission now! He will go outside of Yi City if he has to - surely flowers will grow there?

"It will be worth it to do it for Daozhang," he says and smiles, kissing him again.

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Maybe! Little ones might grow by the river. Xingchen wouldn't know; his world is always dark.

By choice.

"You're very sweet, love. But you are far more breath-taking than any bloom." he presses into the kiss with a little smile.

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Xue Yang is going to find out! He's never paid much attention to flowers before, but he will now. For Xingchen. He deserves something nice and familiar, even if he can't see it.

The compliment makes him blush a little. "So are you," he murmurs.

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He can smell them! Flowers usually have such a nice scent - earthy and sweet. Xingchen would bury his face in a bouquet without a single hesitation. Just like a deer or a honeybee.

"If my love thinks so, that's all that matters to me." he bows his head, touched.

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"It's the truth," Xue Yang insists. Anyone who disagrees must be blinder than Xingchen! He presses a kiss to his forehead before grabbing their robes from the ground so that they can start getting dressed.

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"Ah...thank you." Xingchen reaches for his trousers and robes, getting dressed with a small, happy smile, "And not only for the robes. You are very kind to me."