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But that would be cruel. You brought me back, Xue Yang, and he knows I love you. If he tried to keep me from you, that would hurt me too.

Xingchen explains gently, smiling a little at the kiss to his forehead. He then reaches for Xue Yang's hand and sneakily presses it against Zichen's hand.

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Xue Yang hates to admit it, but Xiao Xingchen may have a point with that... It's just difficult not to fear losing him - whether to death or to Song Lan. He'd been without him for a year and it had been absolute agony. Losing him forever would probably kill him.

I just don't... I don't want to lose you again. I can't. He holds Xingchen tighter, nuzzling into his neck. That's when he feels his hand being moved to Song Lan's, and he huffs out a small laugh. A blind man trying to be sneaky and not realizing how obvious he's actually being is pretty endearing.

So he squeezes Song Lan's hand a little, giving him a look that seems to say; Anything for Xingchen. Song Lan purses his lips, but he nods and squeezes Xue Yang's hand back. Anything for Xingchen.

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Xue Yang's fear breaks his heart; he wishes he could soothe it all at once, but that will take time. This is the best he can do and when his love holds on tighter, he returns the affection, kissing his cheek.

As well as sneaking Xue Yang's hand into Song Zichen's. Oh he is very subtle! Don't let him think otherwise!

"Don't be sad, A-Yang. I am right here - as are you and Zichen. It's... It's wonderful. I know it's difficult, but this is...a blessing." his voice wavers.

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"You being here is a blessing," Xue Yang murmurs into Xingchen's neck. He couldn't have asked for something better. It's just a bit of a shame that Song Lan has to be here too, but he'll endure it for Xingchen's sake.

Song Lan can only agree with Xue Yang at that. He nods and strokes Xingchen's cheek, putting their foreheads together.

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Xingchen shudders like a leaf in the wind, overwhelmed with their love and their presences. His darlings. He curls an arm around both and turns his head, kissing Xue Yang's forehead and then kissing his Zichen.

"Isn't this nice and warm? We should just relax."

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Xue Yang finds himself relaxing against Xingchen's body. "Mmm... yeah. It's still early," he murmurs and presses little kisses to his love's neck.

A pleased little sigh escapes Song Lan's lips when he's kissed. He feels better than he did before, even with Xue Yang here. Because at least they can both agree on taking care of Xingchen, and give him all the love that he deserves.

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"It's okay for us to be a little lazy." Xingchen giggles and rubs his cheek against Xue Yang's soft hair, "I...get tired." he yawns and nestles down between them.

The little sigh Zichen gives him brings his smile back and he nuzzles their noses together.

"My two handsome loves."

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"Mmm, you're still recovering. You should rest whenever you feel like you need it," Xue Yang says, stroking a hand along Xingchen's side. "We'll be here."

Song Lan nods his agreement and tugs the blankets up over the three of them, kissing Xingchen's forehead.

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"...thank you. Both of you." Xingchen whispers, tugging one of their hands onto his chest and warming them with his hands. It's probably difficult to tell how quickly he drifts off, but there are signs. His breathing is suddenly deeper and the hold he has on their hands relaxes, though he doesn't let go.

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Xue Yang smiles and watches Xingchen drift off with a tender expression on his face. He's slept next to Xingchen long enough to be able to tell when he's falling asleep. He then settles, comfortably cuddling up to his love and eventually drifting off himself.

Song Lan stays awake and watches Xingchen's peacefully sleeping face, keeping their foreheads together.

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Their combined warmth ensures he has good dreams. In them, he can see and his loves are whole. They are also...intimate. And not just with him, either! Xingchen awakens with a small gasp some hours later, aroused.

The pressure against his forehead tells him his Zichen is watching over him and he kisses the man's cheek.

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Xue Yang finds himself growing a little hard in his sleep too. Being pressed up against Xingchen like this is certainly... inspiring. The gasp wakes him and he frowns a little, lifting a hand to stroke over Xingchen's hair. "Mn, are you okay?"

Song Lan smiles a little at Xingchen and gives him a soft kiss.

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"Yes." Xingchen whispers, blushing. Yet being blind makes this...easier, somehow. "I was dreaming and... We were together. Intimately." he smiles into Zichen's kiss, returning the pressure tenderly.

"But at the end..." he continues after a short pause, "It wasn't just...each of you with me. You were with each other too."

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"Oh." Xue Yang grins a little and lets his own hardening cock press a little more insistently against Xingchen's ass. Though Xingchen's next words give him pause and he ends up exchanging a somewhat awkward look with Song Lan.

"Is that what you want us to do?" Xue Yang murmurs, lightly stroking up and down Xingchen's side.

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Xingchen whimpers at the pressure, rubbing himself against it to show, yes, he notices and approves. To be wanted like Xue Yang desires him is a heady feeling! He likes it. He is hungry for it.

"Mm no. Don't force anything for me." he frowns faintly, "But if it happens, I support it." he shivers, unable to hide his 'support'.

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Xue Yang lets out a low groan feeling Xingchen so eagerly rub back against him. He's hungry for it too. He's been without his Xingchen for too long... He lets out a low chuckle at that and slips a hand down to grasp his lover's cock. "Mmm... I can tell how much you support it," he teases.

Song Lan flushes in mild embarrassment. It's hard to imagine being intimate with Xue Yang, but the two of them focusing on Xingchen at the same time has been... fine. He leans up to kiss Xingchen as a bit of a distraction.

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The groan makes his ears grow hot and then he is found out! Xue Yang and his sneaky hands! Xingchen laughs bashfully and then moans, thrusting against his lover's palm.

"It...wasn't just that!" he tries to explain, "We were all together, you know. And... And I could see!"

So that had made it even more intense. Xingchen is surprised by the kiss and he purrs, deepening it almost immediately. He would know his Zichen anywhere~

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Xue Yang laughs a little as he strokes Xingchen's cock slowly from base to tip. "Oh yeah? And what were we doing?" he murmurs into his ear.

Song Lan's fluster just increases listening to Xue Yang and feeling the movement of his hand over Xingchen's cock close to his own... He sucks lightly at Xingchen's lips, letting out a low groan.

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His cock throbs and twitches, stealing his breath and making him shiver. Xingchen hears the question and whimpers.

"Taking turns...with me." he murmurs, "You were both so sweet! And then... I saw to my A-Yang...and my Zichen...at the same time."

That memory makes him flush harder.

"One of you was...in my mouth...the other was inside of me."

He feels Zichen's reactions and kisses his love harder, reaching down to gently caress the other man's cock. He wants them both very interested~

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Xue Yang's breathing grows heavier, his cock stiffening up fully against his lover's ass. "We could make that a reality," he purrs, smirking a bit as he catches Song Lan's eyes over Xingchen's shoulder. "Right, Zichen?"

Song Lan can't exactly deny his interest when his cock is swelling in Xingchen's hand and a groan leaves him. He nods. The thought of being inside of Xingchen makes him throb with anticipation.

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"R-Really?" Xingchen breathes in wonder, giggling at the hardening cocks! They are so lovely and responsive. He hadn't considered that anyone would want to be with him - especially now! Just thinking about what he looks like causes his courage to flag.

Until he hears Zichen's groan. Oh. He kisses the sweet man again and beams.

"My Zichen, do you want to come inside?"

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Meanwhile, both Xue Yang and Song Lan find Xiao Xingchen absolutely breathtaking and they want nothing more than to make him feel amazing.

Xingchen... yes. Even through their connection, Song Lan's desire is obvious.

Xue Yang bites his lip and slips a finger inside of Xingchen. "Mm... A-Chen, you're still so slick and open," he breathes into his ear. Hearing that makes Song Lan groan again.

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His heart soars at the tone of Zichen's voice, his ears buzzing happily - though he had heard the voice in his mind. He kisses the other man again, rubbing against him to show how much he wants him in return.

"A-Yang..." he moans in happy surprise at the intrusion, arching back against Xue Yang's chest, "I want both of you. I can't stop thinking about you or dreaming about you. I love you so much."

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"Sweet daozhang... I love you," Xue Yang breathes as he slips a second finger into him. "Mmm... Song-daozhang can just slide right inside, you're so wet." Both from oil and Xue Yang's release.

Song Lan groans and kisses Xingchen hungrily, his cock hardening fully so quickly he feels dizzy with it.

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Those words coming from Xue Yang send a thrill down his spine and he moans. The pressure of the fingers inside of him just makes it harder to stay still and he begins to pant and writhe between his lovers.

"I... I want him to." he hears the deep groan and smiles giddily, "A-Yang, am I r-ready?"