"You've been distracted." and that, in itself, intrigues him. Guangyao has never known Xue Yang to fixate on one man. He can only assume the other man has fallen in love.
Just like he had done with Lan Xichen.
Two purer men could not possibly exist!
"He's direct. There are ways." ways to make someone suffer without being seen.
Using the pre-come, Guangyao slicks himself up as much as possible - spit included - and then he pushes into Xue Yang, grabbing onto his hip.
Too good for people like them, certainly. "Sex hasn't been a priority," he says. He's been too depressed, and not really wanted to have sex with anyone.
Xue Yang snorts softly. "Doubt your Zewu-jun would be happy." Don't plan suicide mission revenge, A-Yao!
He laughs breathily and spreads his legs wider, groaning as Jin Guangyao pushes into him. "Hey, it's been a while!" A very long time in fact. Over a decade. Crazy.
"You have been miserable." Guangyao replies bluntly, silencing Xue Yang from saying more with a hard kiss.
Don't talk about Lan Xichen.
Even if you're trying to help. It just... Hurts.
Gritting his teeth, he stills himself when he is fully sheathed. The next kiss he gives is softer. He has to remember that he is without friends. Taking Xue Yang for granted again would be a bad idea.
"Nn, what gave it away?" Xue Yang manages to quip before he's being kissed hard. He can tell that he definitely hit a nerve with that one.
Well, it's not like he can't empathize. They're both pining after men too good for them. At least they can find some comfort in each other.
He wraps his legs around Jin Guangyao's hips and slides his fingers into his hair as he kisses him back. "F-Fuck. Move," he gasps, legs trembling a little.
"I'm here to keep you company now, Chengmei." Guangyao sneaks a tongue into Xue Yang's mouth, distracting them both with heat and intimate play. He doesn't want to think about Xiao Xingchen or Lan Xichen or, heaven forbid, Nie Mingjue.
He is sick to death of not being good enough!
"Of course." he hisses and pulls his hips back before surging forward, "I'm going to leave you raw."
"Mmm... just like old times, huh?" When the only person he'd come close to calling a friend had in fact been Jin Guangyao.
Xue Yang groans, pain and pleasure both surging through him. It's been so long, he almost feels like it's his first time, except that time is one he would rather never think about again. So he doesn't. And instead focuses on the here and now. "A-Ah, good..." he gasps out, crooked fingers tightening their hold on Jin Guangyao's hair.
Unfortunately. He had thought he had achieved his dream, but his dream is vapor. Smoke. This is where he belongs - with someone who understands his disgusting, angry, vengeful nature and doesn't turn him away.
They are the same side of a coin. Each time Guangyao thrusts into Xue Yang, he feels the burning pain too. He knows what it's like to be taken dryly.
"Only because you're desperate." he pounds into the other man faster, mercilessly, "Ahhh mmm we'll do better."
They have to. If they are stuck together, he refuses to suffer. They have had enough of that.
It's good to be touched again. To feel something. Being fucked so mercilessly makes him feel it in his whole body. Makes him feel a little less like he's some depressed, shambling corpse haunting this stupid fucking ship.
"Shit, fuck," is all he manages to get out. He grips around his own cock, stroking it fast and hard to match the pace Jin Guangyao fucks him at.
He's not sure he believes that things can get better, but it's still kind of comforting to hear.
Two corpses are better than one! Guangyao smirks at the reaction he gets - Chengmei never disappoints - and he hikes the other man's legs as high as he can get them. He likes the show he is given too and he bends down, kissing the other man messily, biting at his lips.
Maybe things can't get better. So what? They're alive. They have to try. It's not like either of them is completely insane yet.
Xue Yang groans and puts his legs on Jin Guangyao's shoulders, hooking his ankles together behind his head. He very much likes how the angle makes the other man get deeper inside of him. He responds to the kiss with just as much passionate aggression and strokes himself faster.
Fuck, this is just what he'd needed to get out of his own head for a while...
He bites into Jin Guangyao's bottom lip, hard, as he spends himself over his own stomach and hand, a shout leaving his lips.
Guangyao gives into his desire and his despair, driving himself into Xue Yang, his cock rubbing against sensitive, silky walls with each thrust. He bites at the other man's tongue and rubs his hands over Xue Yang's strong thighs and tight stomach.
Seeing Chengmei climax is exactly what he wants. Guangyao bites into Xue Yang's neck, burying himself completely as he follows a few moments later. Any blood he draws is licked up; no part of Xue Yang disgusts him. They are too similar for that thought to even cross his mind.
Xue Yang lets out a low groan when Jin Guangyao comes inside of him, shuddering a bit as his legs tremble. He relaxes back against the sheets, his breathing heavy. His mind feels blissfully blank for the moment. Like he's had every unpleasant thought fucked out of it, which is exactly the effect he'd hoped for. He knows it won't last, but for now it's nice to have a bit of peace.
What other use is sex for them? It's a way to wear out their bodies and replace their misery with bright, pulsating pleasure. Guangyao pulls free of Xue Yang and rolls to lay at his side, breathing heavily.
"Who said I didn't? You shouldn't listen to liars." Guangyao slips off of the bed, completely nude, "Get on your feet, Chengmei." he slips on his under-robe, but remains barefoot.
Xue Yang just laughs and gets up as well. He grabs his own inner robe and struggles into it so he can follow Jin Guangyao. It's really annoying to have to walk down the hall to reach the washroom, but it is what it is.
Xue Yang strips out of his clothes again once they're alone. He does enjoy how much more convenient these baths are... No need for talismans or worse, having to manually heat up water.
"Yeah," he says and climbs into the bath, letting out a pleased sigh.
Guangyao strips off his robe and climbs in after him, sinking down into the water and resting his arm on the side of the tub. He blinks peacefully and then nudges Xue Yang with his foot.
"You could say please~," Xue Yang says with a playful grin. As if he cares about manners. He finds another bar of soap that he uses to lather himself up. It does feel pretty nice. He hasn't exactly been great at taking care of his hygiene lately...
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Date: 2023-04-23 12:31 am (UTC)Just like he had done with Lan Xichen.
Two purer men could not possibly exist!
"He's direct. There are ways." ways to make someone suffer without being seen.
Using the pre-come, Guangyao slicks himself up as much as possible - spit included - and then he pushes into Xue Yang, grabbing onto his hip.
"You're always needy!"
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Date: 2023-04-23 10:46 am (UTC)Xue Yang snorts softly. "Doubt your Zewu-jun would be happy." Don't plan suicide mission revenge, A-Yao!
He laughs breathily and spreads his legs wider, groaning as Jin Guangyao pushes into him. "Hey, it's been a while!" A very long time in fact. Over a decade. Crazy.
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Date: 2023-04-24 11:43 am (UTC)Don't talk about Lan Xichen.
Even if you're trying to help. It just... Hurts.
Gritting his teeth, he stills himself when he is fully sheathed. The next kiss he gives is softer. He has to remember that he is without friends. Taking Xue Yang for granted again would be a bad idea.
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Date: 2023-04-24 04:50 pm (UTC)Well, it's not like he can't empathize. They're both pining after men too good for them. At least they can find some comfort in each other.
He wraps his legs around Jin Guangyao's hips and slides his fingers into his hair as he kisses him back. "F-Fuck. Move," he gasps, legs trembling a little.
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Date: 2023-04-25 11:46 am (UTC)He is sick to death of not being good enough!
"Of course." he hisses and pulls his hips back before surging forward, "I'm going to leave you raw."
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Date: 2023-04-25 01:40 pm (UTC)Xue Yang groans, pain and pleasure both surging through him. It's been so long, he almost feels like it's his first time, except that time is one he would rather never think about again. So he doesn't. And instead focuses on the here and now. "A-Ah, good..." he gasps out, crooked fingers tightening their hold on Jin Guangyao's hair.
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Date: 2023-05-02 12:31 pm (UTC)They are the same side of a coin. Each time Guangyao thrusts into Xue Yang, he feels the burning pain too. He knows what it's like to be taken dryly.
"Only because you're desperate." he pounds into the other man faster, mercilessly, "Ahhh mmm we'll do better."
They have to. If they are stuck together, he refuses to suffer. They have had enough of that.
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Date: 2023-05-02 08:53 pm (UTC)"Shit, fuck," is all he manages to get out. He grips around his own cock, stroking it fast and hard to match the pace Jin Guangyao fucks him at.
He's not sure he believes that things can get better, but it's still kind of comforting to hear.
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Date: 2023-05-08 12:19 pm (UTC)Maybe things can't get better. So what? They're alive. They have to try. It's not like either of them is completely insane yet.
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Date: 2023-05-14 07:11 pm (UTC)Fuck, this is just what he'd needed to get out of his own head for a while...
He bites into Jin Guangyao's bottom lip, hard, as he spends himself over his own stomach and hand, a shout leaving his lips.
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Date: 2023-05-17 03:54 pm (UTC)Seeing Chengmei climax is exactly what he wants. Guangyao bites into Xue Yang's neck, burying himself completely as he follows a few moments later. Any blood he draws is licked up; no part of Xue Yang disgusts him. They are too similar for that thought to even cross his mind.
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Date: 2023-05-28 08:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-05-29 12:52 pm (UTC)"Thank you for the warm welcome."
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Date: 2023-06-13 09:56 am (UTC)"Soak with me?"
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Date: 2023-06-13 08:39 pm (UTC)"Yeah," he says and climbs into the bath, letting out a pleased sigh.
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Date: 2023-06-14 10:30 am (UTC)"Hand me to the soap."
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Date: 2023-06-25 12:35 pm (UTC)After seeing to his hair, he settles and watches the other man.
"If I had had you with me, I would have been able to get away."