Yeah, Xue Yang doesn't want to think about him either, or what his reaction might be if he found out about him and Song Lan.
The biting and stroking successfully distract him from all other thoughts however. He very much likes the roughness too, likes knowing he's so wanted and desired. That someone feels passion for him. He would like to hear Song Lan call his name too, but that will have to wait until he gets his tongue back.
"Ah, ah, fuck, come back inside me..." he gasps, growing needier and more impatient by the second.
Coating his cock in salve, Zichen doesn't bother dawdling. He wants to be back inside of Xue Yang too and he wants his reckless, aimless thoughts to stop. One of the more distracting realizations is not about Xiao Xingchen, but rather about Xue Yang.
Moaning as he slides into the tight heat, he fills his lover once again, toying with the head of the other man's cock.
"Fuck... yes," Xue Yang groans when Song Lan slides back inside of him. The stretch and burn just makes it feel more intense. He wraps his legs around Song Lan's waist, pressing his heels into his back to encourage him to keep going until he's all the way inside.
Gasping and shaking, Zichen does bury himself in Xue Yang. Completely. So much so that he can feel their pulses thrumming at the same rate. His eyes burn...
Xue Yang frowns a little when he notices the tear. Is Song Lan... crying? Why? He wants to ask, but at the same time, he doesn't. He might not like what Song Lan would tell him. So instead he leans up and somewhat impulsively kisses that tear away, arms and legs embracing his lover close to his body.
It's entirely out of his control. The tears roll down his cheeks and, truly, they have little to do with Xue Yang or...this. It's just...
Zichen never thought anyone would want to touch him - or that he, in turn, could ever have contact with someone else. Yet...
Here they are and there is something beautiful about Xue Yang. Something that calls to him. The soft lips and the warm embrace help him get control again and he begins to move...tenderly. Rubbing their bodies together with soft mewls.
"Don't cry, you idiot," Xue Yang murmurs, but it comes out sounding... affectionate. Like he's trying to comfort Song Lan, in his own, emotionally stunted way.
He slides his fingers into Song Lan's hair, stroking through the strands as he's slowly fucked. Tenderly, like he's precious... It almost makes him want to cry too.
He laughs brokenly, his amusement startling him, and he kisses Xue Yang to show his gratitude. Yes, he knows. Tears won't help. But there are emotions that have burrowed deep; that refuse to go away. Sometimes they surface, briefly, and steal his breath away.
Shivering, he continues the almost...loving...pace, cradling Xue Yang against him.
Fuck, the way he feels a little happy when Song Lan laughs... Dangerous.
He clings tightly to his lover, rocking himself down on that thick cock, shuddering softly. "Ah, ah..." he softly pants, nuzzling into his neck, "Fuck, you feel good..."
His cock throbs and he sucks in a sharp breath at the rocking. The pace Xue Yang chooses is met and then Zichen kisses his lover, sucking on his lips. He just...wants this to last. For a little while.
Xue Yang lets his knees rest on either side of Song Lan's thighs as he slips his hands into his hair. "Mnn..." He moans into the kisses and starts to move slowly on his cock.
This is a good position. The moan makes him shiver and Zichen kisses Xue Yang in the same manner a man drinks water after almost dying of thirst. His cock grows wet and he groans deeply, rocking up and deeper into Xue Yang.
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Date: 2023-10-30 01:43 pm (UTC)The biting and stroking successfully distract him from all other thoughts however. He very much likes the roughness too, likes knowing he's so wanted and desired. That someone feels passion for him. He would like to hear Song Lan call his name too, but that will have to wait until he gets his tongue back.
"Ah, ah, fuck, come back inside me..." he gasps, growing needier and more impatient by the second.
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Date: 2023-10-30 02:04 pm (UTC)Moaning as he slides into the tight heat, he fills his lover once again, toying with the head of the other man's cock.
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Date: 2023-10-30 03:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-10-30 03:54 pm (UTC)A tear rolls down his cheek.
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Date: 2023-10-30 04:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-10-30 09:58 pm (UTC)Zichen never thought anyone would want to touch him - or that he, in turn, could ever have contact with someone else. Yet...
Here they are and there is something beautiful about Xue Yang. Something that calls to him. The soft lips and the warm embrace help him get control again and he begins to move...tenderly. Rubbing their bodies together with soft mewls.
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Date: 2023-10-30 10:03 pm (UTC)He slides his fingers into Song Lan's hair, stroking through the strands as he's slowly fucked. Tenderly, like he's precious... It almost makes him want to cry too.
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Date: 2023-10-30 10:07 pm (UTC)Shivering, he continues the almost...loving...pace, cradling Xue Yang against him.
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Date: 2023-10-30 10:14 pm (UTC)He clings tightly to his lover, rocking himself down on that thick cock, shuddering softly. "Ah, ah..." he softly pants, nuzzling into his neck, "Fuck, you feel good..."
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Date: 2023-10-30 10:18 pm (UTC)His cock throbs and he sucks in a sharp breath at the rocking. The pace Xue Yang chooses is met and then Zichen kisses his lover, sucking on his lips. He just...wants this to last. For a little while.
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Date: 2023-10-31 06:43 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2023-10-31 10:58 am (UTC)He continues to kiss the other man, teasing his nipples and stroking his cock.
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Date: 2023-10-31 03:08 pm (UTC)no subject
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