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From:

gentledawn

[He is safe with Xingchen. He can cry and scream and cling and Xingchen won't stop comforting him.

When he senses the tears slowing, he kisses Xue Yang's temple and pulls out a clean handkerchief, dabbing at his lover's face.]

You've been through a lot. You're not alone, A-Yang.

From:

bringingdowndisaster

[ Xue Yang leans into the kisses and touches, soaking it all up. The love and comfort Xiao Xingchen provides is just what he needs. ]

I love you, A-Chen. [ He murmurs softly. ]

From:

gentledawn

[Xingchen kisses Xue Yang's shoulder and smiles against his skin. His hands move over his lover's body slowly, soothingly, mapping out his soft skin and muscles.]

That amazes me. [He sighs.] But I feel it. I love you too, A-Yang.

From:

bringingdowndisaster

[ Xue Yang lets out a soft little, pressing his lips to Xingchen's shoulder. ]

I'm amazed you love me... [ But he does believe him. ]

From:

gentledawn

Why? Because of your crimes? [Xingchen feels the kiss and sighs.] A-Yang, there is more to you than your past. I've seen him.

From:

bringingdowndisaster

[ Xue Yang is silent for a moment before speaking again. ] I hurt you both... so much. No one would blame you for hating me, for... for wanting me dead. I wouldn't blame you.

From:

gentledawn

I made my choice. [Xingchen touches Xue Yang's chin, expression solemn.] I don't want to live in regret. I don't want to wonder what could have been. I love you and instead of letting that become...hatred...I am choosing to stay in love.

From:

bringingdowndisaster

[ Xue Yang lets out a shuddering sigh and puts their foreheads together. ]

You're so much better than I deserve. [ He says it affectionately though. ] I love you.

From:

gentledawn

It's not about who is better. I don't want you thinking about it like that. We've both come to this place because...it's what we want.

[Xingchen kisses Xue Yang's chin.]

That's why I'm here, A-Yang, because I love you.

From:

bringingdowndisaster

[ Xue Yang melts into Xingchen's arms and nods. ]

I love you too...

[ He hesitates for a moment before speaking again: ]

What do you think will happen if we complete our sentences? Will we go back home?

From:

gentledawn

[Xingchen nestles them together, wishing he could answer those questions positively. He just...doesn't know.]

I'll find you. [Regardless.] Wait for me. Look for me.

From:

bringingdowndisaster

[ Xue Yang feels a little choked up all of a sudden, clinging tighter to Xingchen. ]

I don't... I don't want to go back. What if you'll be... dead?

From:

gentledawn

[He frowns sadly and rubs over Xue Yang's back and arms, trying to reassure him despite their future being unknown.]

I won't leave you. Even as a spirit, I will stay.

From:

bringingdowndisaster

[ A couple of tears run down his cheeks. ]

I don't want you to be dead... I don't want to be alone there again. I'd rather stay here forever with you.

From:

gentledawn

[Those tears are kissed away.]

I'd rather stay here too. But even if we can't, I believe you and I will be reunited.

From:

bringingdowndisaster

[ Xue Yang sniffs and leans deeper into Xingchen's arms. ]

I hope so... [ He shudders a little and nuzzles into his shoulder. ] Can we lay down? [ He suddenly feels exhausted, and he wants Xingchen to hold him. ]

From:

gentledawn

[The warm weight is so sweet. Xingchen shifts them onto the bed and lays back, pulling Xue Yang down with him.]

Yes, sweetheart. [He tucks the blankets around them, kissing the top of his head.]